stress

I feel like we have so much going on right now. I feel like time is moving ahead without me. I am always feeling tired and when I stopped to think about it...my life at this moment can be described in one word...stress. I am stressed.

Blain is deploying. It's coming up way too fast. Days.

Emily's MRI showed a 4.5 x 5 mm cyst on her pituitary gland in her brain. We see her Pediatric Neurologist next week. The thought of a cyst (benign or not) in her beautiful head scares me.

I want her to speak her first words SO bad.

We are moving into a one-story house next weekend. It is such a blessing, especially for Emily, but the thought of doing it without Blain makes me a little sad.

Just started my Ethics class. I'm only a week in and it's already the hardest one I've taken.

I have to remind myself on a daily basis that God never gives us more than we can handle. He will never burden us with challenges too great. As long as we open up our hearts and surrender it all to Him, we will always make it through.

Lord, I surrender it all to you right now. Help me to be open to recieving your love all through out the day. Thank you for sending me friends and family who support me. Bless our family as we travel through this tough time in our lives. Lift us up when all we feel like doing is falling down. Thank you for loving us unconditionally. Amen.